Hilary's story is a harrowing account of emotional and physical abuse during her marriage to her husband, who held a position of respect within the community. She talks of the many lessons she has learned during a life of faith which often involved holding on with gritted teeth: praise is a choice, we can choose to forgive those who have hurt us, and we can be obedient to God even when the big picture is hidden. Including a short epilogue by John Green.